Hurts

All I can say is that tonight I am incredibly hurt. For many different reasons, but one is outstanding. The fact is I'm not good enough. I'm not what girls are interested in. I'm unattractive and boring. I'm up against the strong muscle guys, so how could I possibly win? When any girl is with me, she's looking at them. Then I always get let down easy with the comments about how nice I am... And I guess that's all I am. And here I am again. This time, I wonder, how can I possibly be hurting so bad for something I never had in the first place?

Damn, it hurts...