I spent much of last night awake with a sinus headache and woke up to go to my aunt's to have lunch and pick up my mail. I then went to the bank to get a notary public to witness me signing an oil and gas contract for a property I have a piece of in Kentucky... it's not one of my properties, but an uncle's, so it's free money, and I'm happy to have even been considered.
I believe my idea of keeping the lost love in my mind is working. I've been finding myself experiencing different feelings. Today I really missed her kiss, I could feel its warmth and love; and after a short moment of deep pain in my chest, I got up and went on with the day. A step in the right direction? Who knows. I know one thing for sure, though. I am definitely going to be a whole lot more careful before throwing all my feelings out there next time. Love is a high stakes game, and I know that now. Lesson learned, believe me.
I'm in the process of deciding if I'm going to attend a Bonnie Raitt concert or not. She's going to be in a town near me soon, well actually, two towns near me. One to the west and one to the east. I'd like to, but I just can't make up my mind... I guess I had better hurry up before they sell out. I'd rather see Emmylou Harris in concert, but she's not coming anywhere close any time soon.
I've begun seeing little by little there are open minded and interesting people in my area (people who think "outside the box"); you just have to look really hard for them. I don't fit in here very well... a quiet, truth seeking, independent thinking Liberal in a Conservative Bible thumping area. Oh, well, I don't think I'd change it for anything. :o)
Thursday, October 20, 2005
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3 comments:
love is not a game.
Alas, you are correct :) Consider that word "gamble," if that suits you. Chalk that up to the fact I wrote it so quickly, or, perhaps a Freudian slip?? Hmm... anyway, you are right - wrong word. Thankies.
he he he. <:
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