The end of another month already... I don't know about anyone else, but it feels like time is just flying by! Well, my latest Algebra test is a take home test that we have a week to do. It's open book, open note, etc. We can take it as many times as we like, but I took it today and made a 95% and just decided I'd quit while I was ahead. A 95% is just fine with me. Tomorrow I'm going to arrange for my king size bed to be delivered; I'm so excited!
Well, once again changed my imood thing back to "happy" and this time it wasn't as hard. I think I actually am happy, or at least the most I've known in 6 months or so. I think at first people who have been depressed for a while and are used to it (me, for instance) the word "happy" is somewhat scary to title yourself with. I'm becoming more social and talking to more people freely. Also, I'm flirting more freely. I'm doing good for the moment. I know that eventually those dark clouds will roll back over, but at least I know now how it feels to be somewhat comfortable with the world (the world is still a dark, frightening place filled with anger and intolerance in every corner; that won't change anytime soon). I'm learning a lot about myself and others. I know I need positive influences in my life, people with a great sense of humor, and most importantly, people with a beautiful glowing aura. I'm starting to find these people. Surrounding yourself by great people who think like you or can challenge your thoughts really helps on improving your world view.
I think that'll be all for me tonight. Happy Halloween, all!
Monday, October 31, 2005
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