Dealing

Today was a busy, busy day. I went to the electric company, gas company, phone company, post office, bank, my aunt's house, my lawyer's office and now I am headed to the college to take my mid-term exam in my personal finance class.

Well, I got my new computer yesterday and I love it. It can do everything and doesn't complain like my old one. It surprised me as it instantly set up all the stuff for my e-mail with no input from me. Anyway, I'm loving it. I uploaded a new picture of me at the top, which is a great deal better than the old one. I don't take good pictures, so it's hard to ever find a decent one. The lady in the picture here is my baby (she loves to pose for pictures).

I've been dealing a lot with my "lost love" issue and as I fish for my feelings and emotions concerning it all I'm dragging up lots of pain, sadness, anger, and bitterness. So, I have to deal with those and keep digging. It's such an amazing thing, love. A connection between two people that goes beyond any science or explanation. The incredible closeness of the soul and heart. And, the sadness it brings when it's no longer there. I've been on the verge of tears for nearly a week now... it doesn't take much to get me depressed anymore. I wish time would do it's job and help me forget or accept...