Loneliness: The Side Effect of Being Alone

Yesterday at the college I saw a girl I had a huge crush on about a year ago. We almost went out, but due to one circumstance or another we never did. I found myself trying to get her attention without actually trying to get her attention... you know what I mean, right? Well, I didn't get her attention, but I've got until December to run into her again (or someone else)... I'll manage. I will find a girlfriend (we all have to have our goals in life, right?)! So, to help me achieve this, I've been hanging around the college a couple hours before class and after. I'll keep you all updated on my never ending search for love (as I am sure you're all on the edge of your seats).

Today was a nice day. Simple. Didn't do much, but I feel good about it. Tomorrow I'm taking my car to the garage across the street to take care of that damn "Service Engine Soon" light that I've been driving with for over a week. I'm also dedicating the day to cleaning. I must clean and organize tomorrow. I dread it now and can see myself putting it off, but I'm hoping tomorrow I'll be inspired to take care of it.

Well, I must admit I'm lonely. It's hard being here alone (I have my dog, yes, so I'm not technically alone, I know). It's usually at night when I get down in the dumps or when I see happy people. You know those people. That male and female walking hand in hand or driving by you with smiles on their faces... yeah, them. Damn them. *deep breath* Excuse me... back to my point... the loneliness is there, but eventually fades... this is likely why I'm searching desperately for a girlfriend... Okay, so I say "likely"... ha... It's definitely why I'm searching for a girlfriend (I must be honest with myself here). And, if not a girlfriend then just a friend. Well, tomorrow is another day to lure... ahem, I mean befriend... someone else.

As I read on a dating site: "I'm not bitter because I'm single; quite the opposite."

Peace out, ya'll!