Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Positive Influences & Intuition

I'm feeling better than I did earlier. It's starting to lift, which is a blessing. It didn't stay long, but it sure was a tough one. Anyway, like I said, I'm doing better and all is pretty much back to some semblance of normal.

I'm talking to a new girl on the match site who is very interesting (she's in nursing school). She's a very sweet person and I'm enjoying getting to know her. I'm learning a bit, too - I am beginning to surround myself with people I need in my life... people who actually bring a positive influence in my life. I'm learning it is very important (VERY important) to have people in your life who can understand and respect your thoughts and not put them down or take away the hope. It's a good feeling to know this, but that's only the beginning. The real step is to put the thought into action.

I'm getting "feelings" of some sort to study the suicide of Virginia Woolf... I did this years ago, but don't remember much about it, but for some reason it's persisting in my mind that I need to do it again. It's like some weird message from some unknown force driving me toward something, so I'm going along willingly. Tomorrow I'm going to the college early to begin studying her again. I need to do it at the college for some reason (the feelings insist). I know this sounds a bit odd, following this "intuition" and all, but I'm meant to find something. I'll report back to you on that. :o)

Very, very, very cold outside these days. This morning there was a layer of frost on my windshield and tonight it was misting down this cold rain... *brrr* I love the Autumn and Winter, but I don't like to be uncomfortable.

Added a new "Quote of the Moment" to the menu there. I really, really like this one: "A man who does not think for himself does not think at all." Indeed.

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