Feelings, $ and a Poem

Well, spoke to Brittany on the phone tonight (she's the girl from the dating site). She seems like a fun person and I'm interested in seeing where this goes. We'll talk again tomorrow. I don't know if I'm ready for this, though. I keep going back and forth on it. I really am still in love with someone else, but there's really nothing I can do about it. I guess it's like my doctor said: "You can't control how you feel about somebody." I guess I should go into this relationship looking only for a close friend and confidant and see what happens.

I have my personal finance class tomorrow and I'm actually looking forward to it. I'm doing really good in it and I'm learning a lot. He's a very... unusual teacher. I am learning a lot and there's that added incentive to do well considering it has to do with my money and future financial life. His first lesson to us was to never take financial advice from someone who has no money. Good advice. I'm going to have to get a job soon. *sigh* I'm dreading it, but I can't put it off any longer. Money is good, money is nice. Gonna need that money to survive. Well, since that rhymed, I'll include another original poem in this post.

Traveler

If this life is a voyage I must sail
I will battle the waves through heaven and hell
My soul may be weak, but onward I'll fight
On through the days, on through the nights
No sanctuary will I find out on this sea
There is no safe haven awaiting me
Alone I will tumble down through the years
On through the pain, on through the tears